To Cast a Longing Lingering Look Behind

It’s strange. I’m okay with myself. For the first time, I’m not wishing for another life. I guess I’ve had moments like this before; but this time it’s more noticeable. I’m not exactly where I want to be in my life, but that’s okay. I’ve accepted that no body is. Well, I guess there are some people who are  where they want to be. But I honestly believe, that most people have some sort of idea of what they would like to be doing when they were younger but most of us never hit the exact spot. We may hit a couple of feet to the right or left, but hardly ever do we hit that mark spot on. And it’s taken me over 10years to accept this. And now, I want to make up for lost time. All those years I wasted wishing for something more, something else; when I could have been enjoying what I had right in front of me. Those moments are gone! I live by a personal rule that I don’t regret anything in my life. I made the choices and I have to live with it. I don’t regret anything